The Healing Presence of Who You Are https://blog.sivanaspirit.com/sp-gn-healing-presence/
My Angel Experience: https://blog.sivanaspirit.com/my-angel-experience/
Fake It Till You Make It? https://blog.sivanaspirit.com/fake-it-till-you-make-it/
How I Stepped on a Swami’s Toes - Or Is This Spiritual Abuse? https://blog.sivanaspirit.com/sp-gn-spiritual-abuse/
Here are a few books I’ve found helpful on my healing journey (in no particular order):
The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle
Everything is here to Help You by Matt Kahn
Whatever Arises, Love That by Matt Kahn
Soul without Shame by Byron Brown
The Happiness Project by Gretchen Rubin
The Healing Code by Alex Lloyd
Energy Medicine by Donna Eden
Self-Compassion by Kristin Neff
A Path with Heart by Jack Kornfield
The Dance between Joy and Pain by Manuskh Patel & Rita Goswami
The Intuitive Body by Wendy Palmer
The Anatomy of Change by Richard Strozzi Heckler
Taking the Leap; Freeing Ourselves from Old Habits and Fears by Pema Chodron
Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway by Susan Jeffers, Ph.D.
Imagine a Woman in Love with Herself by Patricia Lynn Reilly
Personal Peace; Transcending Your Interpersonal Limits by Robert L. McKinley
The Art of Happiness by His Holiness the Dalai Lama and Howard C. Cutler, M.D.
Many of the above authors have websites, and you can find more information on them or more recent books/recordings, etc. there. You may also find some of their teachings on Youtube.com. I encourage you to take a step in a direction, and trust that divine guidance will lead you in your search.
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